"i wanna pen down my thoughts here but im not sure where to begin. the temptation to give up is running in mind but i know i can't. definitely not right now. i gotta ensure that i work doubly hard this time cause i kinda screwed up the previous exam. i swear im freaking stressed up. im at the verge of breaking down anytime soon. i know i have to be confident. be optimistic, get that in ya head please nurul."
today, i feel much better. those things i said didn't turn out as bad as i thought it would be. seriously, it's like half of the burden gone. one paper down, one more to go. blawwww, please be nice to me. i know you're challenging and i really think you can make my mind go bonkers. you're pure madness. im not even sure if im ready to face you. a total of twelve freaking chapters, arghhhh. help meee :(
anyways, i haven't been updating cause i've got not much time to. i've been studying, studying and nothing else but studying. boring life i must say. oh yeah, plus raya is in four days. can't wait to meet the super-kecoh cousins. can't wait to dig in grandma's scrumptious cooking.
oh wells, good night earthlings!
