i am still the same person u used to know long long time ago. just that.. im a lil stronger in the inside. im no longer the one who is afraid to speak up. i supposed that's a good thing. cause.. i can no longer shut my mouth. it's getting out of control. im sorry if i seem different. im just standing up for myself. actually, im confused too.
anyway, this week isn't that bad at all. in fact, it is kinda relaxing as compared to other weeks. i was supposed to have my critical reasoning reflection or so called debate today, but thank goodness it was cancelled last minute. i was so god damn happy cause apparently, i wasn't fully prepared. speaking of which, i've got two other presentations next week. great.. simply great.
okaes, so im not satisfied with the spore idol show yesterday. the idea of not eliminating anyone was dumb. it's like wasting my time, cause i wanna watch the finals as soon as possible. and one more reason.. because sezairi didn't perform that well last night. it pissed me off, hah. i want charles to leave next week, eventhough i feel that he has the best character among the rest. the most humble i mean. oh well, i hope that sezairi and sylvia get into the finals. i have a strong feeling it will happen. that's wat many other people think too anyway. i guess it doesn't matter who wins, but i really really hope that sezairi becomes the next idol.
tomorrow's gonna be an exciting yet tiring day. alright.. this is long enough, night.
