Specially for u,
im as confused as u are. i didnt change, not at all. im still the same nurul u used to know. if u think i did, then im very sorie. honestly, i dont evn know wat happened. we are totally different when we see each other in sch nowadays. im still blank. at first.. we didnt see each other tt much. we didnt talk to each other tt much. & now.. suddenly things appeared like this. sometimes i wonder wat i did. yes, tts the question which is still lingering in my mind right now. if its my fault & if im the cause all this.. then pls tell me. sigh. im afraid to talk to u whenevr i see u. my heart tells me tt i should at least say a 'hello' to u. but i didnt & i dont know why. mayb its just because im afraid to see ur reaction. im afraid u might just walk off. i miss u though. i miss those times when we used to talk bout random stuffs. i miss those times i used to share my problems/secrets with u. sometimes i wonder where u are. im lying if i say tt i dont care bout u anymore. but.. u can still count on me, if u want to. & still, im sorie nas.
