the last time i saw her was 3wks ago. i feel tt its super long already. i used to meet up with her every saturday/sunday. but lately.. we've got no time for outings & especially, shopping. shes busy preparing for her big day. 060708, dont u think its a nice date? & tts like.. less than 3 more mths. she wont hav the time at all once shes married. yes, tts wat mummy told me. im very close to her because obviously i cant depend on my younger siblings. but.. im happy for her. i wish her all the best in everything. hopefully she'll be a good wife & also, mum. haha, i so cant imagine tt :D
IM DUMB. sigh. so much for studying physics arh nurul. tried to understand tt stupid electricity chapter.. but still couldnt. stop making mistakes, for real. & buck up! gosh, im so pissed off by myself. its not too late though. its better for me to make my mistakes now rather than my O's. haish. tts wat someone told me. & btw.. p.e was total crap ytd. it rained & stopped. so we still had to run 1round. & i dont know why.. but i was brave enough to giv nas the note i wrote for her hand-in-hand. & i guess things are fine now. its true when i say tt i miss her. i really do.
its amazing why i still dont understand myself. why cant i forget incidents which happened 1yr ago? mayb, it hurts.. too much? "its easier said than done." i tried though. & btw.. do u know how it feels when the least expected person helps u in smth? touched? shocked? yes, thanks friend :D anyway.. weekends are supposed to be enjoyable days where i dont hav to go to sch & study. well, obviously not when u're in sec4 right. & i've finally realised tt mt Olevel is around the corner. im not prepared yet. how? & i cant believe tt my bro is involved in the NDP this yr. omg, so unfair!
im sorie bout wat i said to u. i didnt mean to be rude. im very sorie. i miss dear. =((
goodbye.
