i have learnt not to argue much. i'll take one step back, & like i've said previously, give in. sometimes i do feel tt its unfair, but all i can say is.. i want to make my loved ones happy. be patient, i know. even if im jealous, angry, sad, disappointed or anything.. i'll just act like as if nth happened. well, right now im taking a short break from my coursework. once im done with this, i'll get back to it. i will, must & hav to. being a little extra hardworking wont make me lose out right? plus.. i have to continue with my revision for geog. 5days away to the paper & im still laid back. mayb because its just the mid-yr. but the teachers kept on emphasizing tt it is a head start for the O's. oh, wait. practical papers are 2days away. & i swear im afraid, especially for chemistry. anions & cations are simply a waste of time, dont u think so? i wont even apply it when i go to work, in a few yrs time. & mt O'level paper is in 29days, believe it or not. i admit im nervous for tt crucial paper because i really wanna get at least an A2. alright, enough bout studies & school. my weekends have been pretty boring due to no plans. & i wanna stray away from spending my money. im trying to save up to buy smth for myself. i wanna know how it feels like not to depend on my parents, for once. really. anyway.. i miss dear.
