life is boring - so be it.
i guess i was just thinking too much. i dont know wats wrong with me. i smile easily, but cry easily too. when im alone, i tend to think of the past. yes, tts wat i always do. i cant change tt. i dont know why. im sorie bout evrything dear. i'll learn how to forget the past, for real. i'll stop thinking bout it & stop creating arguments. it has been soo long since tt incident yet.. its still unforgettable. i cant explain why, no one can. its difficult to understand, really. & tt scar - i cant deny the fact tt its still there. i'll try to erase things, slowly.. very slowly. i hope i can, because i know evryone makes mistakes. & its really unreasonable for me to keep on looking back. look ahead.. nurul.
today's tuition was cancelled. dear & me planned to watch 'the leap years'. but last minute.. dear couldnt make it because he has to go to his uncle's place or smth. i was sad in the first place because i've stayed home for 2days & tt i just wanna go out. if it includes today, means its 3days. like omg, im freaking bored. theres nth much to do at home. holiday assignments, eat, watch tv, talk on the phone, chat online, blog.. & wat else? oh gosh. they're all those common stuffs which i do almost evryday. btw syg.. u dont hav to feel bad. im not mad at u. im alright. smile okaes? i love u. i miss u.. alot alot. & i miss friends too. holidays are coming to an end real soon. bye.
