i visited grandma at e hospital just now. i found out tt she had heart attack. i felt like crying when i saw her lying on e bed without being able to look at me. she was unconscious. i held her hands & it was damn cold. mum said.."this is life. when u're old, u'll face almost e same thing. & there is nth to b afraid of." yeahh, kind of true but its still sad to see grandma like tt. im scared. i hate to see all those tubes around her body. i feel sad.. bcuz for e time being i wont get to joke ard wif her like we used to. i want her to continue giving me e motivation to study. she'll say.."nurul skrg blaja pandai-pandai nanti da besa hidup snang. mummy & bapak pn gembira." gosh. i want her to get well soon. tts all. gdbye.
Monday, November 26, 2007 | 8:35 PM