i wanted to go to sch but headache plus fever sucks big time. so dad said i shud just stay at home n rest. & nadiah called me early in e morning while i was sleeping cuz she said she'll b lonely wen im not in sch. & she msged me telling me e results for other subjs. & i feel like killing myself bcuz i failed eng by a few marks. fuckfcukfcuk. im very angry wif myself. & i just remembered tt i've missed out e fun they had during mt cuz at least they get to watch movie. unlike them, i spend my day lying on bed most of e time & watching tv. pathetic. i might go to sch tmr. byes.
how sad to noe tt. =((