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profile | with selfless faith.
entries | the whole earth shakes.
Friday, September 21, 2007 | 9:00 PM
being e eldest among my siblings, im expected to take very good care of them. & i mean..studies. well tts wat my dad said to me. but helloo, i hav my own studies to take care of oso. & itz wayyyy much more than theirs. but i still make e effort to ask them whether they need me to guide them. & wenevr i ask them to do their hw/revise (referring to pri2 & sec2 bros), they'll make tt "i dun want to study" face. wat m i suppose to do ritez? im not sumone who'll force ppl to do things. i mean they make their own choice. cuz as a sister, i'll just advise them. but wenevr my parents blame me for not teaching them.. tell me how im suppose to feel? i did wat i was supposed to do. & itz not tt i've nvr taught them anything ritez. & im sure my bro is old enough to noe watz best for him. for goodness sake, he is sec2 mann. anywae, it all started bcuz he failed (i dunno wat thing) badly. & my dad scolded him all night long. "dari skrg syafiq da tk ble maen bola lagi. stop teros. pas skola alek uma teros blaja. jgn brani klua ngan kwn2 sumer. kalau bapak dpt tau syafiq alek lmbt, jage!." & i was super scared wen i heard my dad say tt to him. & i dun favour e friends he mix ard wif. i've got no right to say tt but tts wat my parents n i think oso. & one important fact.. i prefer him as a technical student last yr. his friends were much better & his studies were managable, unlike this yr as an acad student. haiyaaa. i dunno how to help him. i just hope tt sumhow, he realise watz his doing. i still want to see him succeed. i shall ask him to read this very longggg post ehk. gd nites.