todae totally sucks. it simply wasnt my day agn. i woke up early in e morning & e first thing i told myself was tt i didnt wanna go to sch & sch sucks & tt i felt soo dead! im restless. it was raining a lil bit in e morning. assembled in class & i purposely went into class late. i was simply lazie to do stuffs. i forgot wat we did after tt. but i noe i was dead for all periods. i was practically sitting down wif my blank face. & we got a new physics teacher. his name iz mr ho? kind of weird but he seems nice. he made all of us sae a gd thing bout our friend. itz lyk soo lame cuz evryone said e same thing over & over agn. hardworking? friendly? haiyoo. & i think im not looking forward to any lesson tiz term. im still in my holidae mood seh. oh gosh. i hav to buck up. 'study study study nurul. concentrate & dun let anything else affect u.' saein iz easy ritez? but to actuali do it, i dun think many can. haish. okaes, i shall stop my nonsense. & during maths lesson.. we had to play tiz game. mrs loke says tt im juz standing there blankly? itz true anywae. & den she came to me at one time asking me whether evrythings fine for me? she asked me was it bcuz i havent get over sat? she asked me to concentrate on studies & not think bout it. she oso said tt i still hav until fridae to get over it? plss seh. i wanna forget bout it okaes. & sum ppl r juz asking me too much ques. tt irritates me, alot. im sorie but yess. so i went home wif nas. reached home & i slept for quite awhile. woke up & i needed sumone to talk to. obviously it was faiz. he made me laugh alot juz now. i reali hope tmr i wont b lyk juz now. & to those ppl who keep on asking me to cheer up, thanks alot kaes. i appreciate it alot. im reali lazie to reply tags. but i will do it soon okaes. & one more thing.. i tried to talk to my mum bout my probs. i didnt noe i cud do tt cuz im not used to it. but she said tt i must learn to enjoy sch? oh gosh. tt iz soo a noo way thing. im having a hard time, seriously. i think i've said too much. byes.
* did i tell u i love him alot?