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profile | with selfless faith.
entries | the whole earth shakes.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 | 7:00 PM
im not gonna tell tiz to u. i promise myself, i dun think im gonna tell u. not evn anyone. im gonna feel worst. if u're about to read tiz, sumhow, den think bout it. mayb u'll b angry wif me. im sorie. but i hav e rights to sae wat & how i feel. especially here. im 'heart broken' rite now. yess, i m. evnthough itz juz a stoopid small thing, i dunno why i feel tiz way. those past, still reminds me of it. itz been many tymz we talked bout tiz kind of stuff, so tiz tells me tt i wont hav to talk bout it anymore. itz juz worthless. i guess i noe her, too much. & tt keeps on buggin me bout all tiz. if onli i hadnt ask her, if she hadnt told me, if i hadnt look at tt, i wont b lyk tiz. i hav feelings too. sensitive ones. mayb me & her r fine. it might affect us, tts why im tryin my best to just shut my mouth up n not sae anythin. evrytym u talked bout me & tt another person.. sumtymz i tell myself.. if onli i can tell u how i feel bout u n her. i cant believe i cried wen i looked at those words. juz lyk tt? cuz.. u mean alot to me. im sure u noe tt. i understand tt u guys r suppose to b sumtin. itz okaes. let those feelings b in me. cuz i prefer it tt way. keepin it all to myself. itz no use tellin. it'll b fine shortly, but e same after tt. why waste my tym? im gonna break down if i do tell u. im stoopid. im selfish. im scared, scared to lose u. those words u wrote might not mean soo much to u, but me? i feel e sadness. itz not e same. i trust u. & im gonna try not to think bout it, for e betta.. i'll pretend nth happened..=((