hasinah msged me early in e mornin & told me tt she wanna go sch wif me. so i met her under e blk at 6.45am. so yeahh, we went to sch together. sr was fun. i didnt read my bk at all. i was bz talkin to ct nad. first period was dnt. but obviously there wasnt any lesson. mr chen came in e class den later mdm soraya. we were doin our own stuff all e way. fun seh. itz laughin dae. wee~ den suddenly mr lee came into class & showed us our maths marks. haish. how i wish i cud scream as loud as i cud. but juz as i expected..i failed overall. 39/100!? haish. i hav nth else to sae expect b disappointed wif myself. how stoopid can i b? im not lookin down at myself. but..itz juz facts. i cant deny them ritez? i told myself not to b sad cuz itz no use. i wont b able to change anythin. lyk he said to me..watz done iz done. i've owaes been weak in maths. =(( after recess there was a fire drill. itz soo lame. evryone was lyk takin their own sweet tym. lolx. stay at e field for awhile. den went back to class. haha. pathetic seh. but still fun. den we had 4 free periods bcoz those graduatin classes had their smth. we were walkin non-stop. got back our lit & art paper oso. well, at least i was satisfied. i got 48/75 for lit. not tt great but it was okaes. & i got 84/100 for art. wee~ all my hardwork doin e process diary all tiz while was paid off. & im startin to lyk art. but i dun think i wanna take art nxt yr? i dunno. had to do a survey. & den after tt was free tym agn. found out tt there was no netball trainin frm hasinah. i was overjoyed. wee~ suddenly i received a msg frm sarah. she ask me to accompany her to e toilet. i wasnt sure wif watz happenin seh. things were juz too complicated. i tot she was still mad? but i followed her. it was apologisin tym. evrythin was well sorted out. evrythin turned out well after tt. no more arguments n all. chatted wif nadiah & sarah in class. den all e mly pupils crapped together. woww. it was super fun. how i wish evrydae can b lyk tt. & thinkin of tt those happy moments we had makes me realise how fast tym flies. it was sec1 wen all of us didnt noe each other. we werent close at all. but as daes goes by, alot of things change. now all of us r veri close, all of us. sworn sistaz + harith & firdaus. i dunno wat will happen nxt yr. sum of us will b seperated, for sure. haish. itz juz soo sad to accpt e facts tt we'll not e together agn. but still, memories will owaes remain. & our friendship shall last. well, i hope so. & e other 2e3-ian.. itz juz e same thing. we've gone through alot together. obviously most of them will end up in e top 3 classes. but i guess im not in one of those. & now we'll hav to b apart.. took bus home wif hasinah, nasierah & sarah. sarah went to my house to use comp. luckily, my bro wasnt at home. followed her to take zharfan at e baby sitters's house after tt. sarah was soo mean to his lil bro mann. ish3. i helped sarah push e prem. i was lyk e maid seh. hahah! & i sent sarah home. & those laughters; it was such a nice dae..
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 | 8:30 AM