i woke up 8am? itz lyk damn early. i dunno why. so i decided to blog. n im online rite now. but nobody to chat to. i cant evn msg him bcoz of my stoopid low prepaid! im bored. haish. went out frm my room & i saw my bro gettin readi to go out. i was lyk wonderin..where iz he goin early in e morn mann?! & i found out tt hez goin to e spore idol roadshow agn todae wif his friend! omg. e show starts at 2pm but he wanna go out at bout 9+am? i asked him why he wanna go damn early in e mornin? & he said tiz..'of course, i wanna reach veri veri early. cuz e first 50 ppl get free tickets for tmr's show!' oh my, hez soo crazie. but he got e spore idol poster, book, lanyard & oso tiz card tt has hady's pic on it, received frm hady's mum. iznt last wk enough? haiyoo. i didnt imagine my bro wud b mad bout spore idol seh. so my dad iz sendin e both of them to causeway point for e show. & obviously, my bro supports hady mirza! soo yeahh, i hope he'll win. make us proud hady! & i hope my bro gets his tickets oso. hahah.
i cant believe e final showdown iz tmr! wee~ itz gonna b veri excitin mann. more votes ppl! & fastin starts tmr oso. but..obviously therez still sch. & netball iz still on. sucky! but yayy! n 1 mth later.. it'll b hari raya! woohoo. but exams r around e corner. nxt fridae iz e first paper. stress time. eng & mt paper 1 i think. n i havent start studyin. i shall start soon. mayb tmr? haiyaa.
planned to go out wif kak tutik todae. but itz not confirmed yet. i wanna go sumwhere. i need to buy smth for sumone. mayb goin bugis or orchard. at least, i hope so.
why must things happen?
i just want to see us being happy together.
thats what i always want.
i really do care & love u alot.
i guess im not understanding enough.
im sorie if thats so.
im sorie about everything.
forgive me? will u?
i hope everything's going to b fine.
i hate to see us like this.
but i'll always love u. forever.
& that u'll be in my heart. always.
to feel that u're not there with me..
dont leave me alone..
its hurtful.. =(
i can only be me..
Sunday, September 24, 2006 | 12:30 AM