ytd recieved msg frm syaz tt todae got trainin. damn boring seh. actuali quite a few of them didnt wanna go. i oso feel lyk not goin but den too bad i hav to cum since i didnt attend wed's trainin. so i packed evrythin oredi. was about to leave e house to follow sarah buy smth at bdk inter first. shockingly, syaz called to sae tt therez no trainin. itz cancelled. wee~ soo happy. especially me n sarah. we went crazie over e fone. shouting all e way. too happy u see. =)) so at least sarah cud get away frm *it* yaa. as for me..i was too lazy to go. i mean..who doesnt ritez? go there n we'll hav to c boky's face. sick of it mann.! uhhs. so i unpacked evrythin agn. went to change n den continue wif our plan. went to bdk inter wif her. lolx. Hey sarah, dun u evr smack ppl's butt okaes.! why not try smackin ur own butt.? i dunno how its gonna work though. hahah. =P wanted to hang around at sarah's house actuali. but mum was at home n she ask me to go home quickly. haish.
MUM, its been so stress wen u're at home. seriously. u owaes scold me for evry lil stuff tt i forgot to do. nag. nag. nag. iz tt all u noe wat to do? itz owaes my fault.! why not scold e others? juz bcoz im e eldest..doesnt mean u can throw all e responsibilities to me ritez? im not a robot nor a maid. it seems lyk u've nvr praise me for anythin. hav u had enough lookin down on me? wen i help my younger sis n bros in their studies & wen i get gd grades? u'll juz think tt itz a no big deal. i put in my effort okay. i juz wish tt i can share my lyfe secrets wif u. but obviously it will onli happen in my dream. u nvr appreciate me. u juz dun understand me. NEVER.
DAD, u r e one i count on e most at first. but now i juz feel tt u're e same as mum. i mean..u owaes listen to wat mum saes. cant u hav ur own opinions? i noe im imperfect. evryone iz ritez.? i did a lot of mistakes. but u used to tell me watz right n watz wrong. now u're startin to scold me for lil stuff oso. u're no diff frm mum. SAME.
SYAFIQ, i've got one word tt may mean a lot to u. u simply * SUCK *.! doesnt mean u're younger than me..u can take advantage on me arh. cummon mann. i've got brains too. wen u need help..im owaes there for u. yesss, im owaes there for u.! but wat bout u? u dun seem to b existin at all. mayb we're more of enemies instead of siblings? i seriously wish to hav u as my bro arh. i dun care if u're not mine. cuz u r owaes tokin bad bout me to mum n dad. u told mum tt i use e fone for a long tym.? u told mum tt i use e comp for a long tym.? why cant u evn tell her tt i did a gd thingy or smth huh? iz tt ur job? why cant u juz b a gd person? i tot siblings r suppose to b there for each other? share secrets or smth? wudnt it b fun? but nahh. itz not gonna happen. i noe. arghh. I HATE U.
okaes. mayb im too harsh..but too bad. tiz iz wat i feel. sheesh. =(
MUM, its been so stress wen u're at home. seriously. u owaes scold me for evry lil stuff tt i forgot to do. nag. nag. nag. iz tt all u noe wat to do? itz owaes my fault.! why not scold e others? juz bcoz im e eldest..doesnt mean u can throw all e responsibilities to me ritez? im not a robot nor a maid. it seems lyk u've nvr praise me for anythin. hav u had enough lookin down on me? wen i help my younger sis n bros in their studies & wen i get gd grades? u'll juz think tt itz a no big deal. i put in my effort okay. i juz wish tt i can share my lyfe secrets wif u. but obviously it will onli happen in my dream. u nvr appreciate me. u juz dun understand me. NEVER.
DAD, u r e one i count on e most at first. but now i juz feel tt u're e same as mum. i mean..u owaes listen to wat mum saes. cant u hav ur own opinions? i noe im imperfect. evryone iz ritez.? i did a lot of mistakes. but u used to tell me watz right n watz wrong. now u're startin to scold me for lil stuff oso. u're no diff frm mum. SAME.
SYAFIQ, i've got one word tt may mean a lot to u. u simply * SUCK *.! doesnt mean u're younger than me..u can take advantage on me arh. cummon mann. i've got brains too. wen u need help..im owaes there for u. yesss, im owaes there for u.! but wat bout u? u dun seem to b existin at all. mayb we're more of enemies instead of siblings? i seriously wish to hav u as my bro arh. i dun care if u're not mine. cuz u r owaes tokin bad bout me to mum n dad. u told mum tt i use e fone for a long tym.? u told mum tt i use e comp for a long tym.? why cant u evn tell her tt i did a gd thingy or smth huh? iz tt ur job? why cant u juz b a gd person? i tot siblings r suppose to b there for each other? share secrets or smth? wudnt it b fun? but nahh. itz not gonna happen. i noe. arghh. I HATE U.
okaes. mayb im too harsh..but too bad. tiz iz wat i feel. sheesh. =(
n oh yaa. saw e news bout e technical prob on s'pore idol. mathilda n nurul were supposed to change positions. so now im still glad tt nurul iz in e top 12. mathilda iz under e wildcard. aiyaa. nvm lah huh. mayb she'll oso get through to e top 12. MAYB. =P
btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE.!! =))
